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penny daly (practicalpenny) wrote,
@ 2012-02-22 22:13:00

Wednesday February 22nd; 7pm PST
Private; Readable by Silas, Emma, Ellie, Amy.

I don't think I've ever been more confused in my life.

Kyle and Scott are both trying to date me. I really don't know what to do. I love them both. It's insane, I know, but I do. I care about them both so much and the thought of making a choice between them is... impossible.

I think Kyle just wants our family back. He just wants that stability we had when it was just us and Rose. I understand that. I do. But Scott.. it's not about that with him. Maybe it's just different because we never got married, never had kids of our own, but I feel like he loves me for me. It's not just about what's convenient or comfortable.

I just... when I'm with Kyle, I can't think. I can't breathe. I tell myself we're just friends and then he touches me and I forget everything. Not that I'm any less affected by Scott.

Maybe I should make a pro/con list. I always feel better when I have a list.

/Private.

I have had an exhausting day. I can't believe it's only 7pm. I'm barely holding my eyes open. If only I could convince Rose that an early bedtime is a good idea.

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	Same Block medicine_man 2012-02-23 03:35 am UTC (link)
	~~They're both jerks.~~ IDK. They both...left. ~~Right when things got tough.~~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Same Block practicalpenny 2012-02-23 03:41 am UTC (link)
	I don't know, either, little brother. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Same Block affectionateamy 2012-02-23 03:36 am UTC (link)
	You could make a list. Unfortunately I don't think matters like these can be decided logically! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Same Block practicalpenny 2012-02-23 03:42 am UTC (link)
	Burst my bubble, why don't you! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Same Block affectionateamy 2012-02-23 03:55 am UTC (link)
	Sorry! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	affectionateamy 2012-02-23 03:37 am UTC (link)
	If you want some rest we could always let the girls have an impromptu sleepover! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-02-23 03:42 am UTC (link)
	I'm sure they'd love that! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	affectionateamy 2012-02-23 03:55 am UTC (link)
	Me too! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-02-23 05:51 am UTC (link)
	Your place or mine? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	affectionateamy 2012-02-23 07:15 pm UTC (link)
	Mine? Then you can get some sleep. Take a bath. Really relax. You sound like you could use it! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-02-26 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	You're my favorite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	affectionateamy 2012-02-27 07:23 pm UTC (link)
	I know. ;) I'll leave in a few minutes to come get Rose. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-02-27 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	See you soon! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Penny sunnyem 2012-02-23 06:38 pm UTC (link)
	I love Kyle. I know he loves you. I just know it. In the end, though, I want you to be happy. You just need to figure out what's going to make you happy. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Emma practicalpenny 2012-02-26 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	I wish there was an easy way to figure that out. Even if I believed Kyle loves me, I don't know how I'm supposed to choose between them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Penny sunnyem 2012-02-27 02:49 am UTC (link)
	I understand. Completely. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Penny mrdoriangrey 2012-02-24 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	I hope you can convince her. Wish I was there baby. I would totally rub your feet and give you a break. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Scott practicalpenny 2012-02-26 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. Amy's going to let the girls have a sleepover so I can relax. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Penny mrdoriangrey 2012-02-28 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	That's nice of her to let you have a night off. If you want some company let me know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Scott practicalpenny 2012-03-06 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Will do. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	lookslikeyou 2012-02-27 07:27 pm UTC (link)
	I see you have a babysitter. I can always get you one of the hotel suites. Nice big bed. Room service. Complimentary bottle of wine. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-02-27 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	I lied. YOU are my favorite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lookslikeyou 2012-02-27 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	If you want the complete Royal Treatment, I offer my services as a chauffeur. I only reserve that for my favorites. ;) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-02-27 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	A chauffeur, huh? You're spoiling me, Mr. Sinclair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lookslikeyou 2012-02-28 03:22 am UTC (link)
	From the sounds of it you don't get spoiled enough. I think you're entitled to it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-02-28 03:39 am UTC (link)
	Thanks, Jax. I think I'll take you up on that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lookslikeyou 2012-02-28 02:03 pm UTC (link)
	Anytime, beautiful. See you soon! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	practicalpenny 2012-03-06 12:35 am UTC (link)
	See you soon! (Reply to this) (Parent)